Main Entry: re·al·izePronunciation: \ˈrē-ə-ˌlīz\Function: transitive verbInflected Form(s): re·al·ized; re·al·iz·ingEtymology: French réaliser, from Middle French realiser, from real realDate: circa 16112 a : to convert into actual money
b : to bring or get by sale, investment, or effort : gain3 : to conceive vividly as real : be fully aware of
Its when someone knocks on your door that you realized there's someone waiting outside when you think you're alone.
A 'jar' was thrown at my general direction, metaphorically speaking.
It was unfair to say such things about my existence, that is true, what was I thinking. God, forgive me, I was blinded by my own miseries. Bless the person who made me realize this mistake.
And lots of people had giving me emotional support during this turbulent time, even offering more than that to alleviate my problems. To tell you the truth, even though I've gone through this many times I still don't know the part where I respond correctly to supports. Lots of thank you's maybe, but I don't think it's adequate.
You see Luke? They were there, its just you who shuts the door on them and think that you're alone in this.
I'll be taking things one at a time starting from today, I can't afford going back on prozac anymore. But with all these people who cared about me, I don't think I'll ever need it again.