The Nape of His Neck

Main Entry: lust

Pronunciation: \ˈləst\

Function: noun

Etymology: Middle English, from Old English; akin to Old High German lust pleasure and perhaps to Latin lascivus wanton

Date: before 12th century

1 obsolete a : pleasure, delight b : personal inclination : wish

2 : usu. intense or unbridled sexual desire : lasciviousness

3 a : an intense longing : craving b : enthusiasm, eagerness

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It is sinful to lust for anything, let alone anyone.

But unbridled, intense complex feelings such as lust brought up a mixture of never before felt rush of adrenaline and profuse ideas and wonders.

I've always liked to experience. But experience such as this may cost me. Will I be able to set up a will so strong I could resist falling into emotional turbulences it may cost me? I think I did. I might be wrong. I can never be sure.

Let me just stick to the word 'want', then. Just to be safe.

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There is one thing that I've always wanted to know from some people. How did they get that way? That as in how they behave, how they respond, how they could come up with things. Interesting people are hard to come by, and when they do, I tend to look into them, for they are very exciting to look into, hence they are interesting.

Though I must admit I am objective in my life. Therefore I fear that I might break too many walls to achieve such particular goal that they became vulnerable.

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At the jam a few weeks back, I couldn't help but stare at him. Particularly at the nape of his neck and his lips. I wonder why. Is that a gesture of lust? Am I lusting over someone?

God I hope that's just random. Really.

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When you sleep, your subconscious mind awakes.

What would happen when your subconscious mind could speak?

How would you feel if it's speaking to someone...

and you didn't know you were saying things...

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I've just invented a word. Its stupefaggot.

Its a combination of stupid and faggots, kinda like the guy who walks in a jam packed hall and suddenly stops to a call and everyone else behind him bumped into each other as a result.

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I dont like listening to your songs blasting out of your phone. No matter how cool you think your playlist is, I just simply hate listening to it. Therefore utilize the level of technology we had so far and do me a favor - plug your earphones in.

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